Sunday, January 29, 2012
Everything changes

It seems to me that nothing will remain unchange. No matter how we will it to remain constant. No matter how hard we tried in vain.
In the end, it's still the same.

Everything takes the natural course. The course that time has created. Slowly, fading away everything. Or perhaps, it's just the truth, the reality.

I no longer know anything. I know not what to say, what to do, what to think. Where to put my faith and hope in. How to put them. Or should i even naively have this hope. This absurd dream.

Maybe i am just too naive. Or too stupid. To believe in things i shouldn't. To have faith in things that are impossible. And refusing to give up even when the cruel reality lies so bloodily obvious in front of me.

I may fall. And i may get back on my feet again.

However, i am beginning to doubt if i should. I'm beginning to doubt my faith. My belief. My everything. I'm beginning to have this dangerous doubt.. about everything. If it is worth. If it was right. If.. it will last. If it is strong enough to last.

I know it's wrong to doubt. Or maybe it is not. I simply just feel guilty about thinking it at all. But how could i not think about it that way?
I am not that strong. Maybe no one is.

What should i do.
Eternity ♥ 1/29/2012 02:38:00 PM link to post